My first post – past & future

My first post – past & future

Hey guys I thought id create my first post about my personal life.

Il keep my first post brief as im still working on the website, streaming on Twitch, working as a part time assistant in accounting, studying in accounting and also as you may know I make custom adult videos.

Feel free to subscribe to my blog here & il write about my life as a pornstar or at least an amateur pornstar or whatever you would like to call me.

I live in Australia! I don’t mind people knowing as this would be really obvious but don’t ask where  If you really want to meet me I will be at adult expos & gaming conventions or you might see me at a shopping center near you.

I recently separated from my ex who I was with for a few years. Before I was with him I was a virgin.

I wont get into why we separated but is seeing someone else and im fine with that. For some people life isnt as perfect as you plan it to be in your mind. He is still friends & I forgive him.. I wont live with him & when I find a man im happy with I wont hesitate to fall in love… well we will see.

How I got into porn… well I blame my ex! hahaha! Ok ok its somewhat my fault lol! For as long as I can remember I have always fantasized about someone watching me touch myself or watching me have sex. It was no longer then a year until I had told my ex of my fantasy. I remember having the brightest red cheeks as he asked me what my deepest fantasy was.

It went back & forth for a long time but eventually I realized there is really nothing wrong with anyone’s body & why shouldn’t we all feel sexy we only have this life and we should live it to its fullest

So after I realized I couldn’t live with my ex any longer we separated leaving me with the rental house and some big bills. I jumped on live camera a few times by myself to show off as I knew my ex would be watching & I was upset at the time.. I just wanted him to miss me. A few guys wanted me to make them some custom porn videos so.. I did it &.. I really enjoyed it! I mean.. I REALLY enjoyed it. I actually thought at the time it was my ex’s friends.. I will never know.

Now days although I don’t think of him the same I still use him in custom videos as I don’t think it would be safe for me to see other “pornstars” for my videos and they would probably want to be paid being professionals and all.

I don’t really think of him even when hes inside of me.. I like it when the guys im making custom videos for will send me a photo of themselves. Im not that superficial so they don’t need to look like the hottest guy on the planet it just makes me escape and I think what a different life would be like. I guess that’s why I play alot of online gaming its an escape from reality.

I have had some very rich guys contact me online but its also not money im after im happy to just be me. Money cant bring happiness.. its not everything in life. That being said a girl loves being spoiled & I have really appreciated everyone who has shown me generosity it definitely sets them apart from the rest.

Who am I? I don’t know myself. I love playing games online with others.. its a safe way to chat & relax.

Why don’t I go out more.. your always steaming, studding or working? I have very big boobs and I most guys are just disrespectful in clubs so I don’t go out much. I think il eventually meet someone that appreciates me & until then il keep myself clean & out of trouble.

Why not work for Brazzers or Bangbus etc? Well I was contacted recently by a big porn company who will go unnamed but I just couldn’t sleep around like that. I know many girls do and I literally have NOTHING against them.. its there body and I respect there decisions but im doing ok & im not greedy for money as long as I have a roof over my head and a smile on my face im ok.

Was I forced into porn? No of course not lol I just really enjoy what I do.. guys imagine you could play with yourself all day.. yes you would to! I really think alot of people live lives according to what they think others will accept. For example nobody I know would accept what I do! They will all find out & I dont mind at all. But iv met people that are clearly not happy with there partner & they stay with them because they feel obligated to.. that’s no way to live your life.. at least I don’t feel that way.

Well that’s my first short post lol short I hope you follow & get to know me.. or.. you tell me what you see in me & il make it into the hottest video you have ever cum to.

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86 thoughts on “My first post – past & future

    1. Awww thank you it was super hard to put it together I have met some really great people to help with the design being my moderator “big” who is a graphic designer! Lucky me hahahah!
      So much moire to cum 😀

  1. I really love your beliefs on not wanting to sleep around and that you’re staying “clean” for the lucky love of your future. Although in my opinion, I don’t consider what you do as porn, I think that you’re just a beautiful woman having some fun and the fact that you genuinely seem to have a wonderful, fun loving and VERY friendly personality, quite possibly makes you one of the sweetest women out there. I am a musician and I too understand the need to escape reality and I do a bit of gaming on Xbox when in my hometown but when we’re touring out of town my only escape is the internet on my phone and now it’ll be nice knowing that I will be escaping my reality watching you as your escaping yours because although I’m not on daily, sometimes YOU can change the mood of my day just by seeing you smile. You’re a great person!!

    1. Aww what a great message thank you Michael. I do porn but theres nothing wrong with porn its something that relieves a great itch some guys have.. why shouldn’t we all have out fantasies fulfilled.
      Im glad to be your escape I think we all need that to.. just to be in a different place for a change. I think some people just see my pussy and think thats all there is to me but I do have a heart x.
      Im glad I make you smile. You seam really nice your welcome to join me on Twitch I can chat more there sometimes.. depends on how much spammers there are hahaha! xxx hope your day goes really well.
      Enjoy my videos & hope to hear from you again soon 😀

  2. That was a great read. We all got our ex dramas, believe me. :/ It’s good that you’re putting your beliefs over the temptation of the big bucks that porn companies have to offer and you’re happy doing your own thing. I hope you stick to it! The fact that you’re happy and you’re having fun is the most important thing. You’re a lot of fun to watch on CB and Twitch (as long as my headphones are turned way down 😛 ) and I look forward to seeing more of you in the future. xx

    1. Oh no its a “read” lol like its a book I think I wrote to much ahah! Yeh I was offered some big bucks but it was a brief conversation so I don’t even know what I would have had to do for that.. probably a. I don’t need a fortune in life as long as I have enough to get by there are other things in life.
      I think being in bed with alot of guys id lose a part of myself & also put myself at risk.
      Oh LOL! im sorry about Twitch lol iv messed around so very much with the settings and I literally cant turn my mic down or id turn my mic down & the game volume up.. il fix it when I play PC instead of PS4 😀

      1. It’s good that you wrote a lot. It gives us a chance to know more about you. 🙂 Don’t be sorry about the screaming on Twitch! It’s fun to see you get so excited playing these games and you’re great to talk to while you play. I just hope you play more games that I know so I can help you out with them, too.
        I had one question for you. On manyvids, is the price listed as Australian dollars, or American? Thanks for your reply. xx

        1. Hey Chris thats US currency but I do discount the prices of videos.. I discount them at 10% + I give free pics when you order get them directly from me xx
          Thank you so much for helping me on the game you guys are so awesome.

          1. That e-mail is the one I always use. You might recognise the name. 😛 I might just start saving my pennies so I can treat myself to a video or two. 🙂 Are the pics exclusive to people who buy the videos?

          2. I sent you an email xxx
            Yes some of the photos I give are behind the scenes or if not there photos that arent online yet or are more rare just depends I only just started with the idea of behind the scenes photos for direct buyers 😀

  3. Hey Cleo! I just wanted to say congrats on your website. You are such an amazing person and I love seeing your videos. I’m glad to see you’re the type of girl to express yourself without needing to sleep around. Though I respect everyone’s life decisions, it’s always nice to see someone different. Also I’m so amazed to see such a girl like you be into gaming and anime! You’re like a dream come true. Anyways, keep doing your thing and I hope one day we can speak more!

    1. Thank you! it was no easy task to set up but I had some help from my Moderator 😀 Lucky to have met some nice people online.
      Yeh life is so full of decisions and I don’t ever judge people for there life we don’t all start at the same place or have the same challenges so we are all different.
      Thank you. I cant tell you how much I love Anime its so beautiful but then I really got into Anime from Hentai lol! The Anime porn its so exciting to me. Thank you for your comment xxx

  4. Great to learn more about you. I visit you on Chaterbate and think you are a wonderful person. Very friendly and open. What drew me to your room was seeing you wearing pantyhose. That being a fetish of mine, I couldn’t be stopped from entering your room. Watching you, I often wonder if you have a hosiery fetish also since you always are wearing pantyhose?

    Thank you for being such a rare person and look forward to the next time I see you on cam.

    1. I know I am like literally not aloud to take the pantyhose off lol! To many people like them on me lol. I think there so soft but make my body even harder feeling so I love them there so tight & slippery.. very sexy… hmm maybe I do. I definitely have a shoe fetish I LOVE my new pink heels there like doll shoes & my red heels! Yes I do have a fetish lol.

  5. Hey Cleo, This is Krish hope u remember me, I really loved your first post (a bit lengthy but loved it 😄😄😄😄). You are the most awesome person i have met online, its been nice interacting with you in the last one month. Hope i will get to know much about you in the coming days. Thank you for following me on twitter. I haven’t seen many girls who is so tech savvy as you. You are into gaming on twitch (I am not much into gaming but i come to twitch to see you, Why do you get so excited while playing but i like it when you scream) and you create your own website.
    I respect your life decisions, but please be careful in what you are doing. The decision which i have liked most is not getting tempted when big companies approached you with big money. Please stick to the decision you have taken. So sad that you don’t go out much because of some f*****g guys (sorry for the foul language but they deserve it). I still want to say much but i am not getting words to put here. Have fun stay safe. All the best.

    Thank you
    Yours loving fan
    Krish

  6. hi cleo,

    i have just read your post. im so glad you write it. it makes me feel that im getting to know you better. You are such a great kind hearted person. i completly agree with you. You have to live your life like you want to. You have to be happy, thats the most important thing in the world. Dont look what other people say or think. Those people are most of the time not happy with their own life so they go to ruin other peoples life.
    its so great to see you on twitch playing games. i have never met a girl play games. you are the first one and i do understand that it is like an escape from the real world, for me its the same. that is why im into playing games. Soon i will buy also a ps4 and i hope i can add you if you allow it ofcourse. I really want to get to know you better not in the porn way but your caracter what you like, dislike,… about the porn i understand why you do it, you enjoy yourself and it makes you happy.

    if you are interested to get to know me too, you can let me know. my name is Mohamed from belgium and im an arabic

    I really have so much respect for you. You are a nice, funny kind hearted woman. Dont let people break you. Always keep you head up and do what you love and be happy 🙂 x

    1. Aw thank you for the reply thats kind of you. Yes sure of course you can add me on PSN its Livecleo when you get your playstation. I may be changing to PC soon but im sure il also still play Playstation hehe. xxx

    2. hi cleo i just want to say that i know have a ps4 and i have add you
      my ps4 id is mocro-2008
      hopfully you will accept me ??

  7. Nice to know the real Cleo, beautiful. Hope to have a online session with you on ps4.

    Sincerely, your fan and friend, Nelaj(Jalen)

  8. Hey Cleo ,

    I love to read this post , i hope u have a lot more . I am a basketball player and most of the time i am on my iPad and i just love to come by your page and listen to your beautiful voice and i love your lessons 🙂 is there a way we can talk more ?

    1. Hi hun yes I chat a little on Twitch and more privately on KIK or Snapchat for messaging. Just email to purchase snap or Kik if you like. xxx

  9. Hey Cleo, This is Krish hope u remember me, I really loved your first post (a bit lengthy but loved it 😄😄😄😄). You are the most awesome person i have met online, its been nice interacting with you in the last one month. Hope i will get to know much about you in the coming days. Thank you for following me on twitter. I haven’t seen many girls who is so tech savvy as you. You are into gaming on twitch (I am not much into gaming but i come to twitch to see you, Why do you get so excited while playing but i like it when you scream) and you create your own website.
    I respect your life decisions, but please be careful in what you are doing. The decision which i have liked most is not getting tempted when big companies approached you with big money. Please stick to the decision you have taken. So sad that you don’t go out much because of some f*****g guys (sorry for the foul language but they deserve it). I still want to say much but i am not getting words to put here. Have fun stay safe. All the best.

    Thank you
    Yours loving fan
    Krish

  10. Hi Cleo,
    Im Ray from the UK and stumbled like you do on chaturbate lol. Id just like to thank you for making my day many times lol,you are a fabulous intelligent girl and so
    stunning and brighten up my mornings on my way to work. After reading this i can see your very grounded and one day i predict you will find true love and lifetime happiness.
    Keep up the good work and have lots of fun and fantasies too xx
    Take Care Now and Keep Safe
    Ray

  11. Glad to know so much of you. You really a kind heart person i ever came through on my Life. But you are really influenced by your past relationship. it had a Big Impact on your LIFE.
    But still you are doing Good. Always have Smile on your face because it makes me smile when i see it on your face.
    Have a best LIFE ahead.

  12. hii cleo its me Mohamed,

    i had written a big text here somewhere above and said that i would buy a ps4 and that i could add you.

    i have finally bought a ps4 yesterday and you said that i could add you then, so i wanted to ask you if i still could add you ?

      1. my user name is mocro-2008
        i just saw it that you have written back hha sorry for the extra post under this one

  13. hi cleo
    it is me mohamed, i had written you once somewhere here above hhaa. you told me that i could add you
    i just want to say that i know have a ps4 and i have add you
    my ps4 id is mocro-2008
    hopfully you will accept me

  14. hi Cleo… u r beautiful (i din’t mean physically, you and everyone who watches you know that u r physically beautiful… but u should know that mentally also u r beautiful n i really mean it). i generally dont read blogs…. avoid them. but your words in wat u named as “my first post” got me mesmerized and I thought of writing personally to you. I don’t know what your future plan is…. but I just want to make a little suggestion i.e, take up writing. your use of language and description touched me. I had a lot to say but I won’t say here. I will e-mail you personally n have sent you fb request, though I know you don,t chat on FB. n one more request plz plz plz….. do keep writing so that I can keep on reading u.

    1. No its ok. I will but I havent played it & it might be hard as there is thousands of adds but il try when I play next xxx

  15. Which games do you play on the pc?
    Maybe we can game sometime if u like that..

    Have a very nice day, and greetings from the Netherlands.

  16. okay so ill try give it a shot hoping you would remember me. or reply for that matter.

    fawfawnet 🙂

    ive been of cb for a while. if you remember me you definitly know i used to jump in when you were online and jump out when you go off or around.

    that being said, im glad you have your own website now. just really hate this : “or you might see me at a shopping center near you.”

    HAHAHA

    i mean give me the location and ill be there in 48hours right 😛

    however i like your intro. i am a have been in a rel for 8years and is now single for 2years i totally understand what you said.

    see you around. and keep smiling. you know your smile is a dick magnet 😉

    cheers cleo

    1. Of course I remember fawfaw! Thank you for the good times x
      Well its true I walk past thousands of people every day through the streets & shops of my city.
      And just so you know I am in most cities in Australia as I have family in the 3 biggest states in Australia.. I come from a big family.
      So the chances of you bumping into me are quite high.
      Ahahah I got a dick magnet on my face? lOLL!!!

      1. more of a man magnet you are as a whole 😉

        not just for the physical but you are actually very nice to talk to and extremely humble. treating all your followers the same way. tip or no tip.

        you have a long way to go. very long way 😉

        well 3 biggest states huh. thats interresting. so ima run around in 2 of them and yell cleo everywhere. how about that?

          1. you cheeky monster. if i see you on the streets bet everything ill sweep you off your feet.
            (>””<)
            ( ' ; ' )
            (") ! (")

  17. I have just spent a long time in hospital, recently stumbled on CB and saw your show. It was quite remarkable and very entertaining not to mention sexy. I have just read your personal blog, how refreshing, more power to your elbow girl. You are about 8 hours ahead of us here in the UK currently which means you show was on at 6.00 am , not to worry I shall be watching. Currently finances are tight and I am saving to get one of your videos.
    I just think you are a natural in every way, please stay like this.
    Je Suis enchanted de faire votre connaisance!

  18. …and then i’ll take you home and cook dinner for us LOL 😛 (cannot promise its going to be edible tho)

      1. pretty much sure i can cook something moroccan, indian, thai but nothing fancy.. so really up to you if you want to take that kind of risk 😀 those comments are becoming chat conversations LOL.. proof youre fun on and off cam 😉

  19. Just want to tell you that My cam quit working but when I get a new one I will get with you for a Cam to Cam. Until then I will try to send pictures. How will I know when I am registered with you? Do you send me a confirmation email?

    1. Hi hun if your adding to snapchat I just need your name so once paid I will add you. For those who read this block I dont add anyone until payment is made.

  20. It has been an incredible pleasure for me to have run into Cleo as the result of her wonderful Chaturbate show. After seeing her show for the 1st time. I tried of every avenue of communication I could find to talk to her and tell how Marvelous her show was. I was eventually lead here by Cleo’s webpage address and here I am today, only a week or so into our new Friendship, being able to write on this blog. What I appreciated the most I guess of reading Cleo’s first entry, is her Honesty, from the very goodness of her heart. I knew after reading that I had come across one of those truly remarkable people you only get to meet once in a lifetime. So Cleo, In kind and in Honor of a very nice friendship with you, here is where I too, when we come together, will always be Honest with you – to my core. Sometimes, I have been told in the past, that I am Honest to a fault. If I do anything wrong, I admit it and move on, no matter the offense or charge. Ok, my Friend, that’s what you will reap from me.
    This past week I have learned quite a bit about you and have watched your Miss Cleo Cb show to see quite a bit of you too and I must say that when I am watching your show You make me erect but it’s when I realize how Good and Decent a person you are is what gets me off for you. Secretly, I wish that I was the person who made your films with you. I wish I were the person you came home to after work and I wish I were the person to help you make the porn films you make. But everyone on this blog knows that Me and everyone Else on this planet who knows you also wants to be your mate in life; your Lover; the man who makes you drip from your Pussy with a steady flow of your essences. So, I have to be content with writing in your blogs to profess my Love to you as genuinely being a good friend. If ever, you need anything, even though I live on the other side of the Planet from you, I will do what I can, to help make sure you achieve your desire. Just say so. Sometimes we all have to Honor those we find in Life mostly because they are indeed Honorable. You, My Dear, are one of the nicest people I have ever met in my life and that is saying a lot. I value your Friendship much more than the Writers and Scholars I’ve had the pleasure to work with, The Politicians, People of Fame I know personally and there are quite a few that you would take a liking to as well. I am a Writer of American History and my books are in every Archive, Library, Museum and even the Library of Congress, from Arkansas to Virginia and I can tell you, I honor your Friendship above and beyond “all” of that. It’s the Respect I have for your life, your system of Values that you live by. I believe you are correct in your belief that we only go thru life this one time, let’s make sure we live every day to its fullest and enjoy it so much that we Live Well. Sometimes when I sit at night to go over the events of my day, I find myself thinking, “If I ever, in my life, had a Star to Dream on, it would be you. So far the Dreams are never ending. Best Regards, Tom

  21. above everything i could say is i love your honestly and openness. from the city im from there is a lack of that unfortunately . i really respect that you know what you want and are not worried about what other people think. im sure like you mentioned men offer you lots of money to be with them but i like that you realized at an early age when its all said and done money doesn’t matter but the moments in life . i don’t know how your ex would even risk losing you and i don’t know how he hasn’t done everything he can to be with you . i know with what you have to offer eternally everything else out there is a distant second .

  22. Chère Mlle Cleo, Thank you for telling us your story. CB is great because you can be as totally sexy as you want, but it’s under your control and unlike porn you won’t be asked to do stuff that you don’t want to do. I know lots of girls on cb who are celibate and I find that very sexy.

    I am a French speaker having been to school in Brussels when I was a kid. I love the fact that we are both bilingual French/English. Your online French lessons are wonderful and so much fun. We are such naughty pupils.

    I taught my children: “money will never make you happy, but if you mismanage your money, it will definitely make you unhappy”. I pay everything for my ex and I am happy to do so as long as I have the money to do it

    Bonne chance et bon courage chère Cleo

    Limey1953

    1. I like that “money will never make you happy, but if you mismanage your money, it will definitely make you unhappy” il take that with me xxx

  23. Just wanted to say props for your honesty and send my love from Texas . Just remember that beauty is not just skin deep keep smiling . You have a good soul ..

  24. Hello Miss Cleo! I really enjoyed your opening post and I encourage you to write about yourself more! You are lovely and charming and it’s nice to get to know the real you as you’re a very kind, intelligent and down-to-Earth person. I have had bad ex’s in the past too, and maybe we can share our war stories sometime. I rarely ever talk about it, but I think it’d be nice to share it with someone. Especially someone like you whom shares a love of gaming and anime like me, aha! You are an amazing woman and I wish you all the best in your endeavors! I love your stance and viewpoint on your work and pornography. I believe it’s very open-minded and says a lot about your character. I hope we can be friends, and I look forward to supporting you through CB and your other work, and I hope that someday maybe I could even meet you! Maybe at an event you go to, and after we’ve gotten to know each other better!

    Anyways, warm regards and best of luck out there. Keep safe! The world can be a crazy, scary place sometimes. 🙂

    1. Aww thank you for your comment x
      Its ok we are friends now its just life I know men like to sleep around its quite normal it is in there DNA & it was just the first time it happened to me I guess thats why it hurt a the time. I have a big heart so its hard to hurt me and for me to keep bad feelings for someone. I think my mind will be open to the fact that it can happen next time so although I might be jealous I also might be more understanding.
      Dont be shy to come up to me & say hi if you see me at an event x

  25. I love how creative you are. You are very beautiful and smart person. Umm i guess this is the first time me actually emailing a person in this industry so i really dont no what to say but keep up the good work and good luck on all future adventures

  26. Hy Cleo , Im Denis from Romania and i want to tell you that you have fans all over the world!!! You are a very special person, extremly hot and beautiful!! Love your online shows!!! All the best to you and keep up the great work!!!

  27. Please know that our hearts and prayers are with you. I was watching yesterday when you got that text from your brother. No time is a good time for bad news. But remember that lots of people who were online with you will be here to support you in the days and weeks to come. God bless.

  28. Hello Cleo, It was great to read your bio today, it really gives a great insight in to the world of a truly beautiful person. I follow you on CB and find your time on there amazing. Sorry your ex cheated on you, but at least you have enough self worth about yourself to forgive him. I just started on long term disability so a lot of my time is spent on-line, and you are one of my all time favorites. If you are ever at the AVN show in Las Vegas it would be worth the price of a ticket just to meet you and say hello. Please keep up the good work and that wonderful smile.

    P.S. Love the glasses

    1. Thank you darling. I wont have time to be there this year 🙁 I hope to go one day but im still quite new so I havent been nominated etc so not really a point in going this year.. maybe next year xxx

  29. Too bad, even though you say you are new it shows that you have a great relationship with your fans and that comes through on cam. You are a bright light to any persons dreary day, you make all of us smile. Get some rest and I will look for you later today on CB.

  30. Thank you Cleo
    I’m a 75 year old retired musician and radio personality who was a drummer for strippers back in the day. In short, I know a bit about the territory. You are a true original and a breath of fresh air. I tend to prefer petite small breasted women but got hooked on your performance on CB. It is the most entertaining thing on the site. As others have said, you should write more – here and elsewhere. Your wit and style is outstanding. Keep your head about you and you will go far whatever choices you make. Wishing you all the best, I am you fan.

    Bindlestiff

    1. Awww thank you so much for taking time to write to me. Interesting career you have had I bet you had some fun times. Oh I put on weight im going to work it off they will be a little smaller hehhe.
      I will write more thank you xxx

      1. Thank you for the reply. You are fine just the way you are. I adore you as an entertainer, and a great one, not as a piece of meat. Too bad your routine couldn’t be on mainstream television. It is better than 99% of those on now.

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